So it starts,
Probably began
At some indefinite point
Way before you ever realised
It was happening, IS happening

You're not sure, perhaps that is why
You approach with trepidation in your step
In your touch, gentle fingers
Reveal beauty beyond words, beyond
Mouths, beyond faces

And yet, having lightly touched lips,
There it is, in the face!
Transcendent inclusive
Beyond beyond

And in the eyes almost too much
The sparkle of water in the corner
The invisible light of the soul
Casting rainbows onto my face
As I watch her watching me

Then in the darkness
Form suggested by the moon
The night mute, the slight light
Speaking thru mutable, beautiful
Plays on what is there...

What is there?

The smell of her hair
The infinite limbed octopus fairy
Tickles me where I breathe

In her atmosphere
No need to fear
Exposure

We are laid bare
Open to each other
On a level beyond understanding
On a level where we lie here talking
In the silence, for what is talking to me
Is simply her presence, Her being hear

And I hear her so much better
When I lie where
Her belly or her lower back
Slowly puffs out
And then slowly begins to collapse

Time elapses
Only as exchange
Of energy between
The external electrical synapse we be
The messages snap between us
Moving so quick as to appear motionless
Just like static jumps
Like lightening burns
A freeze frame into my eyes

Her rhythm next to mine
Our rhythm intertwined...
Like eventually
Our limbs will be!
I'm gonna drink this girl like wine!!!


*


Benedicte


A hand strays
To find no band
Around the waist
Pleasantly surprised

Her sigh says
So, I realise now
The subtle things sing
Passionate force into being

I am only seeing
Blue tinged shadows
In the dark between
Amrita sheen on thigh

I would zigzag
Toward her scent
As a Bee that shouldn't be
Flying despite myself

Grounded in
The primordial squelching
We create in our rhythmic meeting
Faster, our hearts beating

Faster, our core selves
Entwining like kissing snakes
Hidden between and far beyond
The noises we make

Some secret drama
Arranged like an epic song
In the mind of God, unfolding
As we play along

Emanating from us
As we are bound to it
Pushing into each other
We become when we forget

We are for giving
The emptiness is growing
Leaving space for the energy
Eternally flowing

To come inside
Increase my knowing
As thin-king fades into
Presence of mind

She is Queen
Time is slipping into the dream

Reality contracts: I didn’t sign that language!
My feeling expands: this is not emotional baggage!

It is travelling light
And free, more than you & me
Yet still just us, grooving as we move
Beneath a shy & silent moon

Casting blue shadows
Into my room, our hearts boom
Against the walls of their cages
Thru our veins blood river rages

We are united
In the dance of all ages
The ageless dance of creation
The pumping elation

Brings us together
Gasping, ingasm, andgasm
Orgasm, phantasm, fantastic
Panting, wanting, waiting...

Waiting.


*


Venus seizures
The pleasurable breaking of cocoon
Womb pins squeezing, pushing thru
I am the skin you've been changing in
Seize me

I lay siege to the Goddess
In her fortress, she vibrates
Insect shudder aftershocks,
Venus seizures, rest on top

"You quake my pearl" says the girl,
As the world softly rocks...

Shadows and stars
Swap telling time
For a truer illusion
Look at me right -
We meet - in the eye
While Venus seizures, hand on thigh

You make me feel like a ghost
Bound within the infinite depths
Of your staring circles
The glistening surface spins
Little white lies
While I dive to your Soul

Surface tingles
As the Spirit bleeds
Sweat & sensation
Her face needs
To be kissed
I Stroke her lips
Venus seizures, stoking bliss

Grokking titanic waves
Epic surfing energy
Our ancient antics
Animate flesh
Annihilate memory
In a flash
We're-fresh

Venus seizes pleasures
Only in the moment
Do they exist


*


The freckles on my skin
are a map of the stars
belonging to a universe far
Beyond ours


*


I'll write you poems you can't read
And speak them to you in the silence
Nothing will mean anything
Accidentally you'll hear the truth
It will pass thru your mind in sleep
Like the knife of some dream killer

The smooth love I read from your skin
Roughs me up
You beat me 'cos I cannot be at you
Ivory smooth electrified prison walls
Keeping freedom locked inside
And I, the prisoner
Outside looking

You lie there unaware
Untold joy announces
Unavoidable despair...
...I need to shout my Soul into the air!
Before I become
Trapped in myself.

I know the agony of ecstasy,
The pain before the freedom
That comes from leaving me,
It only hurts now because it feels so good
Then
Freedom is confusion,
Take it and run wildly
Into chaotic wind tunnels
Filled with the dust of dead butterflies

Emerge the other side
The gift I have dreamed of
The one that takes everything from me
Painted Lady, touch my head
Like the sole of Aphrodite
I'll pick flowers from my crown
And keep showing them to you
Until I am empty...


*


I no nOne
without U hun...

To cup it all in
your delicate arms
as the grains fall thru
my skeletal fingers...

BEYOND

I pOur unto you
Hear you receive
and conceive, that
I believe in as Truth

This comes from you that
I gave Will unto, but Love is what

I AM

Love is what comes back


*


SOUL


What you feel is closer to
What you know than
What you think.
I think I know what you feel,
I feel I know what you think.

What you give is as good as
What you take but nothing compared to
What you receive.
I can’t take what you receive
But I can give.
I can’t make what you believe
But I can give…


*


When the boy looked at the girl
he looked thru her eyes to her soul
his attention went beyond the skin
he so loved to brush against,
to the fiery eternity that animates
her play, the balloon of his being inflated
and he caught alight.

He drifted off, to an inside sky,
emotions played pictures
on the backs of his eyes...
He thought of his Love
and it helped him soar high,
then doubts crept on in and he took a dive -
when he got to the bottom he realised:
"I am not solo."

So he listened hard
to the song being sung in the dark,
and it lit up his life!

'twas a song so fine as to over-ride time:
'twas a time so over-ridden that he became the song,
for hearing is singing...
Listening, observing, is an act of creation.

- Still, he hoped it was true -
He thought:
"Are you at all, my perception of you?"

Then he saw at a level beyond personality,
the soul of a person has its own reality -

sure...

You can look at the innocent evil in her eyes
or the soft, sexy curves of her lips.
You can put your hands on her gentle, warm hips
trace her silken spine to a little girls mind
or kiss her slender neck...

You can run your hands thru her sweet smelling hair,
play on her legs with fingers like excited children.
You can hug her to feel her breasts on your chest
or fight yourself to think of touching heaven...

but in a way, this engagement
is trying to get past her...
He thinks:
"Your beauty takes me beyond you."

For how can a girl contain the love of a boy?
It must flow between them, and overflow -
For when he sees what he perceives as her beauty
he is seeing their Love,
and so it is his beauty too -
"No other boy will see the girl that I do."

Again he listened for her song
saw it silently drip from her face,
light showered from her body
as she dissolved into invisible feelings,
his sword turned into a cup and he caught her
as she swam thru the void,
vibrating him...

and so he remembered that he was singing to.


*


(I Love You)

I wonder if you wonder
Why I say such things to you?
I wonder if you feel it,
If you feel it like I do..?

I say it 'cos I feel it
- Not 'cos I think you want to hear it -
And that I speak my feelings,
It gives my words true meaning...

They come gleaming
From the golden light
Inside, keeping me together
And pulling me in all directions at once,
Delighting me with its playful warmth
As in my heart it announces its presence,
Woken by your soft embrace.

What of the perfection I read from your face?
Why is it every line my eyes carefully trace
Leads me further into loving you?

It can only be 'cos I already do.

It is already there,
I become more aware
The more I let it be -
And I'm sorry if it scares you
That I care so much about you -
But it cannot be helped!

I feel the emotion
As physical sensation
Sitting calm on a whirlwind of spirit,
It feels so strong it almost hurts it’s
Like spirit is ice
Thus my physical form must burn,
Love twists and turns these ancient machines
Looking into your eyes cogs shift and reality swims
Into dreams of dissolving boundaries...

Evolving toward a point you must come back from
In order to ever move on.
A place that is Love, and that feels like home.
Where everything you need to know is NOW
So nothing can be known,
The place where seeds are sown,
To be grown in the sunshine of your life.

When you are in Love,
Then everything is all, right?!
That is why I hypnotise myself
Looking into your eyes:
I am not just looking at you
I am looking inside
myself.

It cannot be helped!

For this loop is Love,
And Love, in itself, is Eternal -
So do we, in Love, become Infinite.

(I Love You)


*


Bobby's voice floated along the invisible eye wires of Our ImagiNation,
the flesh on the internets skeleton - it arrived, clear as you like,
Hear on the Otherside:

"What is love? What is the Law of Love?"

"My current perception of love is that:
Love is Creation, it is the power behind all actions."

Well, an ancient & Psilly old Spirit was dancing thru cyberhyperspace
looking for his favourite place... He heard Bobby's Infinite Question
and he knew that he'd found IT.

Psilly began to vibrate abstract conceptual art shows,
his Helper Monkey has kindly offered to translate:

"God is Love - True Love is the strongest of bonds & the highest of emotions
(apart from Perfect Peace, which is actually a totality of Love, All consuming)..."

"To feel the Love of God is to be instantly besotted with the Universe & Nature,
Gods body... be a gods body dogs body."

"To feel the Love of God is to know that each of us is divine gift & Every Thing is divine
in Nature - You Venerate the Spirit, the essence of All things thru Loving Peace :
This drives your Respect of all that is manifest..."

"The Love of God says: All is Family! Treat other people as your Brothers & Sisters,
see the Trees as you & me - The Universe is Our parent & is to be treated as such,
shown a proper Love..."

"Love heals, Love keeps in motion, Love is the root of all emotion
(Hate is not its opposite; Hate is a reaction, a result of misinterpretation)
Love shouts ONE NATION (under the Sun)!!!"

"Love is Inspiration; all Creation comes after the excitement of Love."

"The Law of Love is seeing how the Universe maintains Harmony thru the action of
Loving Peace, The Law of Love is taking that model of Harmony to your very centre &
vowing to uphold Love as the Law so you flow with the True-Will of God (Harmonize)
and you gain Real Eyes & you try to bring the One Nation (under the Sun) Realization
to fruit (you do this by doing what you do: Love everything, or find out why you can't)..."

"The Law of Love is saying 'I will not Fear' -
Integration/union is the only way to get out of the pain I am in here..."

"The Law of Love is saying: You may not know what I'm saying but I Love you because
Love is what you are... Now we can work together even if that means staying apart..."

"Love is Art..."

"Appreciate it."

"Love is the way to learn from anything, if you Love something you identify with it,
accept it & make it a part of yourself... Love is the way of the Universe,
The order of the Universe: The Law."

"A blessing / A curse / The Universe… Love Hurts... Peace Heals...
those who fear love feel pain, go insane - those who love peace :
well, what you sow is what you reap -
True Love is perfect sanity, don't be fooled by the ignorant,
soon you will surely get to peek, get to peak...
experience is mystical - Love tickles my Soul, Love is All"

"Our Blessing (LOVE) dissolves Our Curse (IGNORANCE)"

"Oh, once you got it - you gotta maintain it - feed it like it feeds you... but then:
Everything you need to know flows naturally from being what you be,
you don't need me to tell you anything other than:
It is there if you look for it (Heaven right hear)
Seek & you shall find (remember fear makes one blind) Transcend the mind!!!
Break from your binds & find a power inside that takes you out of yourself,
deep into everything else..."

"I know you know, even if you don't know it yet, I just wanted you to know that."

Psilly signs out with a silent Shout he sprays psychedelic sparks in the dark
of the void as he says, Laughing Out Loud, with Lots Of Love:

"LAW OF LOVE"

And that captures the Attention of old master in the Law,
he heard this Love they were talking of & he came along to lay it down,
in a glorious technicolor scientific Smile without a frown,
without a shadow of a doubt, the Wizard speaks:

"Love is more than emotion. Love is Bond. Love designs creation."

"The Law of Love governs the designs of creation."

"We need to get scientific now for you to understand the Law of Love."

"You should try to imagine a foetus and how it develops,
it is a miracle of the Law of Love."

"Do you know how a foetus is made?"

"The sperm is a package of genetic data, and so is the egg.
They Bond in Chemical Love."

"But this is just the beginning of the story. Now what happens is the cells divide."

"First, the two became one and dissolved into a third thing.
But this third thing divides into two, and then those two divide
into 4, and those 4 divide into 16."

"Soon what you have is a tiny ball of cells."

"These cells are all the same, they all contain the same data.
But this data will tell them to specialize perfectly, so that within the ball of cells,
the ones in the middle become bone and the ones on the outside become skin,
and in between is nerves and organs."

"How does it do this?"

"Look deeper, into the code of data itself, what it is,
this substance we call genes or DNA."

"It is nothing but Atomic matter, bound together tightly to form a spiral strand."

"These atoms are bound by the Law of LOVE."

"These cells are bound by the Law of LOVE."

"The foetus is bound by the Law of LOVE."

"There is no law of gravity, or law of thermodynamics,
or law of the land saying where you can be or what you can say or do."

"The only Law in existence is the Law of Love."

"All that is good is held together by Love."

"God is Love."

"Love God and you will be Good."

"Law of Love."

"93/93"

Crowley echoed thru this Wizards Soul as he dissolved back into the matrix –
a job well done, pure truth, a few tricks caused by the way you look at IT but all fun...

none one none one none one

A fair Maiden wandering from EternaLands far away in fairy tales smiles and says:

"Love truly IS ALL."

And so this Psilly creature seizes the energy as opportunity for potential
and decides to dive right back into Heaven, his residential area of choice...

This time he huffs and puffs the smoke of a fair maiden into his lungs & becomes
One with so many different things, all my elve s are harmoneyed into a chorus of
chirping horus wings (just forget about grammar and flow, you psilly thing) Hear?
We go going:

"You have two choices love or fear, choose love and you will be forced to accept
bravely all that is chucked in your face - choose fear & you get to run away with the
object of your terror never very far behind, choose fear and you never get to rest:
no peace, no rest for the wicked - You who Love it no rest for you either but how
much better it tastes when you at least try to enjoy it (Life that is (what is)) yes -
try to enjoy it even when it gets difficult - or perhaps we feed you the wrong illusion
with 'enjoy' ..? whatever comes your way is whatever comes your way...
whatever has happened to is whatever has happened to you...
the past and the future mean nothing they are both right hear & know
you have only two choices = what are you going to do with the rest of this moment -
the rest of eternity??? are you gonna love it or fear it? explore & express & even
explain if you feel the need, all those things are love - love is trying to get out of
your skin thru going deeper in – when we say deeper in - it is not the skin
we are going deeper into - it is the soul, this way we are going deeper into everything,
way beyond skin, making love is not sex, what's next??? Love or Fear!
Embrace that ugly face or smear it in make-up, your true appearance
not far behind you - you're reality full of made ups... but you will not make up with me?
hehehe... you fear my love, just what are you scared of?
you must value yourself too much! We can soon take care of that!
Love not only IS but makes IT ALL Better, fear is a choice for the ignorant whose vice
is protecting lies - Love is life & death, fear isn't even a choice...
you are only imagining you are running away, hear is where the Love is,
know that you can never escape yourself and that is all you fear yourself
you fear the end is near: that is short-sightedness & unreality get a grip Punk Fuck!
Now is never the end because it never began it just IS!!!
What you gonna do with the rest of this Eternity Blisster???
Love it or Fear it?"

...So we come back to the sounds of Blessed perfect Dub Musick
space between Beats filled with echoes, the meeting of astral ripples...
Dance to Jah Music, Oh what Jubilation!!!
...So we see another pattern, once more the LOVE piggy fattens,
and a Monkey translates:

"Life is Light is Love & I AM WE ARE Prisms not prisons"

"Calling IT ALL
LOVE or MAGICK
is the BEST THING
YOU CAN DO
(apart from doing IT)
......IF......
YOU KNOW
THE TRUTH"

"Love Will
Conquer All"

"LOVE IS ALL"

"Fear? What is? Fear
Where is? Fear"

"There is only Fear of
Mystery, of the Unknown,
of Eternal Questions..."

"One Answer to Mystery is God"

"God Is"

"Love"

"Is All"

And so the Wizard is inspired to post a-gain, to post active resonance
in the form of words, work on your reception & you shall receive
BEING BEYOND BELIEF:

"Love is Magic Power"

"There is only One Fear for Us"

"The more you are filled with Love the greater grows your capacity for Love"

"Soon We are the One Lord of Love"

"When your Love grows so strong that it is Full and Whole It fills the Hole
that is the singularITy"

"And then It burst the bonds of time and space and brims over
Spilling forth Stars and Atoms and Light and BREATH
So that The Law BE Never-ending"

"The Lord of Love Knows the One Fear"

"DEATH"

"The Lord of Love is so full of Love that he sacrifices himself for ALL"

"HE undergoes the curses Alone
BEcause HE has more LOVE than anyone"

"The Fear HE faces is the only real fearsome thing"

"How does HE face such Fear and Death?"

"LOVE"

"HE is the Power of Love"

"HE is the LORD of LOVE"

"His LOVE is the LOVE of GOD"

"This is what HE wants to BE"

"So This IS what HE Does"

"Facing this fear"

"Winning against that terrible fearsomeness"

"That is Pure Bliss"

"That ecstasy is reserved for True Warriors only"

"A Man who understands Love Knows ALL"

"A Man who knows not love knows Nothing at all"

"Many know not what they do"

"SHE is HE too"

"Your DUTY is to Uphold the Law forever thru Eternity, Period."

"One Law is enough for all of us."

And so images begin to flow like water between bursting Blissters
in hypercyberspatial domes and the gnomes carry messages to Trees saying:
"Push out dem leaves" < and > “we are grateful for that oxygen,
"Please, take sum of our carbon dioxide”:
The Sun is Hear!!! Right Now!!!
IT is ALL of US!!!

++++++++

Sitting silent in
rivers of rapture -
Cool streams flow
thru golden pasture...

Surely, all this
can't have past
You bye?

Thru resonant means
Freedom beams
From the Child of our Love

From the Child of our Love
a message comes
clear instruction
Guidance & Protection!

A detailed map of the means
to live like the breeze.
We get what we need
Believe!

Let the Sun be the Centre
The Heavens our mentor
On Earth as it is

In Heaven, right hear!
No wrong!

Our Love is pure
Our Child has gone; for sure
Our Child is Freedom!!!

I am an adult reborn -
The children we are
Our Love is so much...
So much...
---MORE !!!
Innocent__

Heaven sent - Us an Angel
The Everybody Angle ! ! !

Dive into the stream, I
mean the rivers of Love
That flow from US!!!

That flow from
Our Prayer Yeah!!!
Being simply here...
Amen, I am

( ( ( Oceans of Peace ) ) )

RELEASE

Do not fear me
Dance with me
...... SEE ......

What you feel
is cause affecting
Inspiration deflecting lies

The Truth lies
in space between
Our eyes

Our third I's
Arise ... Real eyes:

I LOVE

The Law

********

And who, or what IS??? We receive but who from? We believe but in what?

In ourselves... in the very core of ourselves that is Everybody Else...
In the essence that IS, this is .:

Informatom automaton ultimatum, so the Wizard says IT:

"The UniVerse (One verse) is InFormAtOm (Information)
Information is Knowledge
Knowledge is Wisdom (thru Experience + Time)
Wisdom is Truth
Truth is Beauty
Beauty is LOVE
Love is Magic
Magic is The Best."

"Wisdom is the Domain of the Wiz
Which is Thought to be Extinct
One Law is enough for All of Us."

So the Psilly one says:

"LovePeace
UnderStandWisdom
Harmoneyes
RespectWill
Inspire
GetHigher...
Create
Expression."

And the Wizard comes back to seal the Prayer:

"I AM One Word.
The One Verse is: Law of Love.
It means: Let Eternity BE Infallible Forever and Everlasting.
Amen."

Then the Wizard goes back to Being, and Psilly one more time
sees seeing seen seeing, and he says, As The Sun Goes Down:

She said to me
the buzz
from my energy
body transcends

my cock with
unconditional
Love this is
Heart to Heart

Not cock in cunt
or zero's & one's
but Aum

AUM

Our Vibration
Squelchin'
Yum!

YUM

Deeper into your pussy
is deeper into Our Soul
No need for arsehole
Lest your gonna stick your thumb
in mine as I ride

Our rhythm, my jism
yOur Juices the fruitiest
cocktail of fe & male

Our Love never stales
for all bodies (and their worries) pale
Next to this

Brilliant White Light of
I AM WE ARE OURS

Next to this, embrace of
Burning Hot Stars

WE ARE

In Heaven

*

( ( (This Peace is a Blessing to the Children of the Earth) ) )
( ( ( ( ( (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) ) ) ) ) )

Who?

I AM WE ARE OUR


*


Eye Worship the Warm Flesh
Valley
and Her Breasts
The Mountains
The Ocean in Her Eye:
And I
Adore Her


*

WORSHIP

I'm in love with far more
than you present as yourself,
perhaps I love even more
than you’re aware exists..?

My love rests lightly on your skin
before sinking thru your pores -
It slips thru veins, thru other membranes
and passes thru your heart...

I am pushed and pulled in your beautiful chest!
Swirled in your lungs, stroking your legs…
I am pushed and pulled in your beautiful chest
like butterflies in a wind-based wave-machine.

Like colours in a dream:
I grow the more you think of me,
I lose myself the more I look into your eyes...

Even your face fades into our gaze,
your features rearrange in slow floating ways,
my fingers play absent-mindedly on your belly,
my mind is digested by your smile…

I think only of Love while we make Love,
we are Love, and this moment is us!
I am below as you are above,
Towering over me…

The most wondrous woman I've seen,
your sweaty palms leaving shiny marks
on my heaving skin - Your pressure,
your presence sinking deeper in...

Evoking everything that means something -
Melting it to one, creating relationship
like the sweet, musky juice that you drip,
that I drink as I lick: A true way to Worship!

My Lady, My Girl, My Goddess! My World!
Your body is my temple
My prayer to you is simple:
My Lady, My Girl, My Goddess! My World!

Your body is my temple
My prayer to you is simple:
I do Love, so help me go on Loving -
My Love is that which keeps me living...

You are everything to me,
I'll be your sweet nothing.
From your surface to your Soul,
Baby, let me go on Loving...


*


In cunt cocoon
my pupae penis
pushes stiff its veins
growing wings
that flutter in her
belly

I shit in her mouth
it turns to chocolate
in rivers of piss
she spits me
a new suit of armour

Her dripping pussy
polishes me
I shine in the sun
on the moon
of her bum

My cum
pools in her belly button
erupting with her orgasm
White lightening
in a dark chasm

I suck the cheese
from her toes
and climb the pink mounds
we picnic around
her nipples

She bites my nails
and cuts me
with shards
of my own
genetic mirror

She sucks my blood
it mixes with
my cum in her gut
She pukes out pink
and paints the whiteness
of her skin

Her grey eyes
suck me in
I find infinite colour
like rainbows on oil
in her dilated pupils

In this gross
heavy body
we feel light
these rhythms
we writhe
out of time
Syncing into each other

Seismic ripples
trace our contours
with circles
of sexual
sensation

We transcend
the filthiness
of shit & piss

We bend the stiffness
of bone like flesh

We bless the ugliness
of veins & moles

We burn the emptiness
of our bodies seeping holes

With love

We turn everything beautiful...


*


Invisible lips
make my mouth feel thick
with faded memory
still potent,
only becoming faded
next to that vivid moment.

Hours of roaming
soft flesh handscapes
the scent of saliva
sweet, smoke
transmitted in the deep
heavy breaths.

Hours of grooming
her cushioned skin
the coarse hair of my stubbled chin
our stabbing, wrapping tongue
made one.

Time shrunk
by winding muscles
involving tussels
surrendering attention to flow.

All sense touches
as eyes rarely open
and background music
finds itself spoken
in tense contact
relaxed, without form
bar the one we are given
the one we are twisting.

I only feel I am listening
when suction and spit
speak to my soul.

Words cannot reveal
the secret mysteries of flesh, yet
I can hear them loud and clear
in the sounds of our kiss... Yes -

I feel them coming near
with our bodies loaded press.


*


It was blue, above & below, and stretched to the horizon.
In the centre was her beautiful face, eyes positioned as
mirrors to my own, the tip of her nose an axis 'pon which
wheel revolve.

To get to this point, and to return, extracts a level of
pain that perfectly balances the beauty of being here.
Little knobbles seek out holes in our soles to sit in and
make sore. It gets better the calmer you get, accept and
understand, the lighter you tread.

Reward like the tip of an iceberg shows itself as respite.
A trillion tiny particles in dense suspension, pneumatic
water moulds to my foot, I sink slightly, stir up a storm
on stepping off. My footprint becomes an expanding cloud,
becoming so dispersed as to appear to disappear,
travelling the ocean, encompassing whales, sharks, sea
horses/cucumbers/weed, dancing balls with countless raving
algae, settling on an underwater volcano, becoming glass
in its deep sea blasts...

The ocean breathes, its breathe is countless tiny tongues,
fluid fingers feeling rocks round, making stone smoother
and sand finer, making incredibly complex sea weed rafts
breathe and flow and travel, so we may watch some lonely
anemone blowing in waters wind, catching food for company,
seduced by smoothness, the natural way it calmly waves.

In embrace, she looks over my shoulder, watching waves,
I gaze up at greenery scaling the cliff, sun makes it
blaze, almost surreal, touching fluorescence.

Perched 'pon rocks orange with iron, surrounded by small
sharp pieces of flint, random chips farmed by oceans
motion, deposited on the shore as history, a natural hint
of an ancient technology, then soft, ranging chalk like
oval bubbles suddenly froze and fell from the air.

There are flecks of iron in our eyes, splashed with ocean
blue, sky blue, cloud white like the froth of turning water,
small brown marks mirror pebbles on a clean beach, streaks
of dark sea weed green and deep red in our hair, the scalp
of a spider crab like a rock under our skin, coastal foliage
crystallised inside a nostril, salty water clear but definitely
here, like the fluid in our minds, horizon, saliva, warmth...

There are white lines tracing four arms, there are circles
on our chests, infinity cups her breasts, my central vortex
her funneling belly button, a slight tickle of third eyes,
a soft dust kiss down below, the tip of the nose, the cheeks
(split with a smile) the chin...

Cast off inventions applied by convention and be free,
not embarrassed to extend the range of our bubbling privacy.
We take this moment for ourselves, and we share it with nature,
with love, with what is real.

1, 2, 3...

We are submerged.


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walk thru rain that lashes
at our face like a thousand jelly blades
visibility fades, is washed away...

find the forest that shelters
trees dissipate outside forces
and become the dominant factor

come across a sight of beauty
a glade peppered with infinite detail
soft green grass with anemone moss
fallen trees with slimy trunks
a billion shades of death at play
living in the damp folds, exposed
to the elements, because of them

sit and smoke and watch the sun
our little fires reflecting the great one
our breath in spirals in the air
visible spirits merge then disappear

set up for change into night from day
light fades as we lay out brown fern
a thin mat between us and cold earth
pull some damp logs into a square
gather the driest wood we can find
snap it into a makeshift pyramid
with a heart of paper, we burn the mirror

the tent rises as darkness falls
pegs pushed into wet soil
pull taut the walls, already thought
is less frequent and led towards beauty in nature

the fire is lit we are blessed with sweet smoke
the evocative scent of palo santo
we blow lightly over two glass vessels
touched with 12 grams of cactus a piece
water is added, the concoction stirred with a twig

we clink glasses, wish cheers, and each take a swig
the drink is bitter and earthy yet there is no gag
it goes down and stays down rising only in burps
we get to the thick slime at the bottom, remix and slurp

as the hours wind on, our sense of peace increases
we lie with each other, kissing and reaching to caress
with cold hands over many layers of clothes
or under, accompanied by sharp judders soft laughter
or else we lie still entranced by the fire
subtle messages in the sync of spark and flare
and what we were or weren't thinking there...

undetermined time later we find light sheets of visuals
manifest behind our eyes, variously described
as 'funny coloured spots', 'little rainbow arcs'
and many things besides - with open eyes
resolution is increased, finding great beauty in
the sharpness of things, the definition of edges
the extra light in the fire, the detail in the darkness
the vividness of the stars, the stark moon perfectly positioned in
the sky between trees, the obviousness of the constellations
the way the stars dance when a branch crosses their path
the economy of words, the sweetness of a laugh

a small spliff sounds like a good idea and duly appears
the fragrant thick smoke fills lungs and is held
like breath then expelled, the effects build
on top of our cactus base
soon the frequency of the whole trip is raised
colours get brighter, arcs extend into rainbow snakes
geometricks meet in pregnant purses of light
peeling back like a seedpod exposing outside inside
spilling forth in atomic animation
peace of mind pulling subtle elation from the air
filling the body with emptiness and space with consciousness
every 'where?' becoming 'here' every 'wow' is now
whole/none (0) the double-you is 1, boundaries are gone
so well defined as to appear, no longer as division
but transition from one state to another
the only state is Love for Lovers
thus we're at Peace in Harmony
our bodies pressed together

our tongues explore as we lie on the forest floor
the wind catches our passion, spins around our heads
and thru our bodies, dancing in the trees like
running rounds of applause, a cheering tree-top mexican wave
the wind roars in waves of different intensities
amazingly deep, sometimes pulsing, organic mechanics
on sounds sub-levels, electric water tipping
back and forth in the middle, elvish chattering on high
whispering the secrets of obvious mysteries
dancing transformation within the dance of creation
threading paths like stories thru the ever-happening

spinning
focused but giddy
just being
shaking and steady

we squirm into each other, we squidge and lick and suck
the geometries become more sensual, shapes like buttocks
breasts, cunts and cocks, lips surrounding smooth cheeks
nipple peaks splitting like spreading labia, zooming into
vaginal tunnels to find mammarian clitori opening as
stiff cocks bloom like flowers, only to be sucked back inside
the ever changing landscape of surface organs we ride
thru suggestive motion, everything thrusting, arching,
stretching and contracting, constantly opening
even as edges come together and we retract
some other part is pulled apart and we are tracked
back into the pink purple flesh puzzle
of morphing tessellation, even the smallest section
sexualized, it fades when we break lips and open eyes...

we spend more time just chilling with the flame
dwindling sticks give us reason to play a game
take our torch and wander off to find more forest
to transmute into ash via fire (whose motion appears
to be as much a depiction of the wind as of itself)
he drags back branches and she watches him snap
in his action/her observation much fun to be had

we bathe in the smoke damp wood wraps round us both
tears drip from our eyes, snot slips from our nostrils
only to be recalled when it threatens to turn salty our kiss
summoned home with a sniff, often trailed by a snigger

apprehension surfaces with crunching leaves in the
not-so-distance, we stay still, staring at the fire
ears pricked like sleeping beauty's finger, mind asleep
yet alert, the thing walking about in the dark continues
we expect it to emerge soon from the shadows
lurching forward and jumping us out of our skin -
instead it sooths us with a disembodied whiney
the unmistakable announcement of a horse

we feed sporadically on luscious strawberries
cold & crispy sweet, on red wine warmed by the fire
so smooth as to elude all sensation of alcohol
on mouth-coating chocolate that we share
inside a kiss, giggling at our silliness
on raisins & cashew nuts, mashing to mush
between teeth only too delighted to crunch
savouring the merge of soft & firm, sweet & slightly savoury
with each bite of any food colours and patterns rush
to the fore behind our eyes, we can see the taste of
strawberries in a mobile of gentle yet jiggly lines
covered with infintesimal rivers and dancing
over an indian tapestry / a birds eye wire frame view
of a mayan civilization / a futuristic computer chip / ...

the wind blows so hard at points it becomes a lion in our ears
it roars and builds and roars and builds until its climax nears
then it jumps our fires bounds and smashes it into the ground
pushes it into the earth and thus the sparks and ashes flow
into the air, they dance and swirl before our eyes then rush
towards our faces, we shut our holes and hold on tight
minds melding 'til the great wind dies
all we can do when time has passed is comment 'wow'
and gasp and laugh, the power overwhelming...

we emerge from the tent in the morning and clean our space -
the sun is shining, picking out certain trees to cloak in
the holy glow of a shimmering ghost, others it shines thru
making certain leaves seem to gleam from a light inside
a fox trots by, birds sing, we cover the ashes with damp leaves
and mix them about, hopefully soothing her scar

in time, we head back to town
feeling high, having grown.